I want so desperately to work on my devotional that I am writing. This doesn’t seem to be the place. To be honest I am writing what I can but it is the hardest thing I’ve ever done in that I don’t know what I’m doing. So I have her words and I don’t know how to connect her words with her life. I don’t know how to tell stories about our precious Janel and connect them to her words every time I write. I just can’t do it. It’s too hard. Even the stories are hard to write. I think it did help when I would look at the pictures of her.

I could have something substantial to wrap my mind around and I was able to make some progress that way. I want it to be honoring, helpful, probing the heart in some way. Let the reader know her a little more closely and let The goodness of God shine through it.